Today’s been a hard one. If Jani were still alive, tomorrow she’d be turning twenty one. I like to think we’d be celebrating her birthday in Paris – she’d of finished her semester abroad in France, and we were making plans to meet up in Europe for her special day. Her death was inconceivable back then. Never in my whole little life would I ever believe I’d end up here, knowing a world without Jani.
This lesson has taught me not take anything for granted ever again. The people in my life, my own reality – I’ve learned literally anything can happen.
And with that overwhelming knowledge in mind, I took tonight off to just lie in a bath tub, and sit with my grief. This is a poorly taken photo but it captures everything I needed in that moment.
Love Kat x